| If you find your way home
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| Then you should just remember
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| That you were sad in December
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| One too many times
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| I missed you
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| I won’t let you cry
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| All alone
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| Then you should just remember
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| That you were sad in December
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| One too many times
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| I fell
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| But you know it was life that’s all alone
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| You say you don’t like the lyrics I write sometimes
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| And it’s okay neither do I
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| You say it’s poetry
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| And it’ll pay off one day hopefully
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| I try to write out my nostalgia for the dopamine
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| And you were sad all winter
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| You had a wooden heart
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| And I came out with a splinter
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| And who am I to tryna tell you what’s best for you?
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| Even though I’d take a bullet in the chest for you
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| Everytime you call I go in cardiac arrest for you
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| And the end of me
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| When everybody said I had a pipe dream
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| You the only person who defended me
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| And now it’s lookin' like I’ma be here for a century
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| But I’m just hopin' that you’ll join me
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| And every single morning
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| You’d love to annoy me
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| But now it’s all over
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| And my demons got noisy
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| Noisier than ever
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| And you’re sad now but you were sadder in December |
| If you find your way home
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| Then you should just remember
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| That you were sad in December
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| One too many times
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| I missed you
|
| I won’t let you cry
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| All alone
|
| Then you should just remember
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| That you were sad in December
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| One too many times
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| I fell
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| But you know it was life that’s all alone
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| Yeah, I try to think about it less and less
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| And if I’m drinking, you know I’ma send a text
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| And you would text back, SOS
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| I got a feeling it’s better to keep a messier mess
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| Send help soon
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| It all fell through
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| I think about you when I see the buckle in my belt loops
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| Everything we had girl, everything I rapped
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| It was true but what if all winter we were sad
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| Or maybe it’s sadness rubbed off on me
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| Maybe I caught myself an illness like you coughed on me
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| But the feeling I get inside is hard for me
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| It’s like you infected my heart and all my arteries
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| Yeah, and everyone of them are severed
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| Feel like I’m the one always putting in the effort
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| Maybe it’s my necessity to always misremember
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| Maybe I was the one sad in December
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| If you find your way home |
| Then you should just remember
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| That you were sad in December
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| One too many times
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| I missed you
|
| I won’t let you cry
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| All alone
|
| Then you should just remember
|
| That you were sad in December
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| One too many times
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| I fell
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| But you know it was life that’s all alone
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| And I won’t let you cry
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| All alone
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| Yeah, that’s good |