
Date of issue: 12.05.2016
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Big Scary Monsters
Song language: English
Note To Self |
Holt’s above my hideout |
I dug this hole beneath the floorboards |
Buzzing bad and locked in |
Try to not recall |
Counting numbered days from the wheel we cried to clutch |
Looking for some inspired land |
But all I found were empty cans and cigarette butts |
Lining dirty parking lots in Ottawa |
(Glazed eyes, trying to rub away at the sketches of the…) |
Daytime. |
When every second of sun’s the same |
What’s the point of staying awake? |
Your hands are out and I see |
You’re asking me for a vowel but I am weak and I am stubborn |
So I’ll say «This is all I have right now» |
But I want to make something good |
I want to make something better |
Something that cannot leave the ground |
Unless we lift it up together |
Where I want to be still seems a thousand miles away |
But pretending we feel safe right here gets harder every day |
It’s a note to self mislaid |
You ate the words you always used to say |
There will be no more fucking around today |
Drunk and worthless, spewing bullshit all across the stage |
Wake up and we find new hiding places |
Trying desperately to escape |
The glare from our stupid, spineless |
(I don’t believe you, you’re all the same) |
Words just whining, every fucking day |
What do I really want to say? |
Where I want to be still seems a thousand miles away |
But pretending we feel safe right here gets harder every day |
It’s a note to self mislaid |
You ate the words you always used to say |
There will be no more fucking around today |
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Rock Bottom | 2014 |
Re-Do | 2012 |
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The Thrash Particle | 2015 |
Two Good Things | 2014 |
Apple Cider, I Don't Mind | 2016 |
Apartment | 2014 |
The Waterboy Returns | 2015 |
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@chl03k | 2012 |
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