| I remember back in the day, living in the life when the world was so cold
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| Reminiscing about my first federal momma died when I was 6 years old
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| One deep in the game, feeling the pain beware 'cause I ain’t right
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| Got a guerilla trippin' on everybody so me and my partnas ain’t tight
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| I’m all alone in this here world of mine and I steady be feeling the stress
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| 'Tho it’s noting but a test I still be feeling like I’m not blessed
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| I can’t run to my father cause he don’t care, 1 deep in the world straight like
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| that there
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| I might end up in the electric chair, I hope somebody got a nigga in they prayer
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| I’m fallin' off before my home invasion then I’m hawling off
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| I’m about that paper I won’t stall if off, even if the law come I won’t call it
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| off
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| Z-Ro The Crooked and I’m living in sin, try to chase the paper by pimpen the pen
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| I said fuck the rappin' but I did it again, picking up a five point and I pimp
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| it again
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| 24 years old and I’m sleeping outside, dealing with the fact that screw just
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| died
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| Runnin' around with my moterfucking brain fried
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| Anything is anything, on the cool I be ready to ride
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| So i be looking for death making a death wish, gone on and check a nigga of the
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| checklist
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| I really need to get a peace of mind, fore i kick the bucket nigga my piece
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| might still be restless
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| This is my story G
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| What a wonderful life, struggle and strive, my life
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| This is my story G
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| What a wonderful life, struggle and strive
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| To many problems on my mind, living shife is starting to be a full time grind
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| I’m just trying to live my life, but somehow peace is something i’ll never find
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| To many problems on my mind, living shife is starting to be a full time grind
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| I’m no trying to loose my life, but if I do i wanna meet Jesus Christ
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| Sometimes my mind be on another level, and I just can’t take the pain
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| Wanna put a hot one in my brain, it’s cold out there and I can’t stand the rain
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| Sometimes my mind be on another level, and I just can’t take the pain
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| Wanna put a hot one in my brain, it’s cold out there and I can’t stand the rain,
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| maintain
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| This Is my story G
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| What a wonderful life, struggle and strive, my life
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| This is my story G
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| What a wonderful life, struggle and strive
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| Pain what I feel in my brain, but I’ve gotta maintain
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| Struggling and I’m striving that a nigga be facing everyday is to much strain
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| Still I’m trying to stay on my game and I’ma mash for mine
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| Fellas be looking to get it so I’ma flash the 9
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| I’m sick of droppin' recored after record tape after tape
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| Another release wanna get the cash this time
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| I’m fixin' loose my mind, all of my rappin' raw dawgs they done got a recored
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| deal
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| But a nigga 24 in the game, and ain’t a damn thing changed still feinding for a
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| recored deal still
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| Same as the ANR nigga you know I’m throwed, check the sound scan my cd’s get
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| sold
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| Living in a world so low and so cold, poverty got a nigga in a choke hold
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| Don’t nobody love a nigga in these streets, if a nigga ain’t got no bread
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| Turn to my family members when I’m looking for a place just to lay my head
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| Runnin' a fucked up state of mind, motherfuckers don’t know a nigga well down
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| inside
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| I broke bread with the world now the world can’t break bread with,
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| It got a nigga cryin' inside
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| Jesus can’t you stop the hurt, everyday the grim reaper just start to flirt
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| forgive me for my sins
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| But i got that work, I wanna wear my own clothes tired of wearing all my
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| homeboys shirts
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| Sometimes I be looking for death making a death wish
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| Gone on and check a nigga of the checklist
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| I really need to get a peace of mind, fore I kick the bucket nigga my piece
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| might still be restless
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| This is my story G
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| What a wonderful life, struggle and strive, my life
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| This is my story G
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| What a wonderful life, struggle and strive |