Lyrics Last October - Superheaven

Last October

I spent the end of last October crying on your shoulder
I’ll just never win
We’re going through this
I’m not even there.
I’m never there
My mind, it could use a little peace and quiet
My soul wouldn’t mind a warm place to hide
My ears are red and sore from always standing in the snow
My lungs need air.
I spent it on all the «thanks yous» and «goodbyes.»
I’m scared.
I’m helpless.
I’m shaking.
I’m weak
My bones, I feel them breaking
I’m tired of losing against me
I’m lost.
I can’t win
My tongue is bleeding red from all the things I can’t say
My hands are clawing at the dirt to dig up anything
I can’t say I didn’t wish for this before
I’m ashamed.
I don’t deserve to be here anymore
I’m scared.
I’m helpless.
I’m shaking.
I’m weak
My bones, I feel them breaking
I’m tired of losing against me
I’m lost.
I can’t win