| Far from the eternal horizons
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| Far from the gates of sleep
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| Guarded by unspeakable demons
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| (Where) I lived endless lives
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| (Where) I beheld the pale moon of sorrow
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| (Where) my agony ran away like a howl out of my mouth
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| (Where) my eyes were petrified by fear!
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| I roam for centuries over the vast oceans
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| Under the fierce black clouds
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| Torn by lightnings and thunders
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| I saw the eternal kingdoms rose!!!
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| I ran like a wolf
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| Under enormous trees of primordial forests
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| Where the leaves rustling
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| Cause a strange chill
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| Knowing that sometime it will appear
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| You feel its shadow and its grotesque sight
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| You are like a hunted animal
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| At the mercy of the ruthless predator!!!
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| I traveled over snowy mountains
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| I was hearing screaming of pleasure and terror
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| When the night covered them and the sky
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| As a sweet lover, kissed their peaks
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| I crossed dead rivers
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| And out of cursed lakes — I saw!!! |
| — life!!!
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| I walked into vast deserted palaces
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| In endless chambers
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| I scrutinize occult frescoes
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| My tear was petrified by looking
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| At strange figures!!!
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| Everlasting melancholy, everlasting loneliness
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| Everlasting pain, everlasting blasphemy!
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| I saw life rose from the water
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| I saw the truth i didn’t wish to know!!!
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| I heard hysterical cries
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| Of invisible demons
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| Rose out of deep green swamp
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| In the vertigo of eternity
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| How insuperable is my spirit’s sin
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| How huge the size of my condemnation
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| No salvation I can find
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| I couldn’t even remember
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| I couldn’t even describe
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| I wish I could die — to forget -!!!
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| Everlasting melancholy, everlasting loneliness
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| Everlasting pain, everlasting blasphemy!!! |