Lyrics Throw Your Bolts - Illdisposed

Throw Your Bolts

Nightmare, feeling the weight I’m a sinner — guilty
Power, power to stop me from trying — living
There is light but it’s not for me
I am my own god
And I smell trouble
Twisting eternal I’m hurting — yearning
Evil, setting a pace for our future — certain
I came closer
Touched with my fingers the madness — open
Flying, spreading my wings, let me go — simple
Forcing, enter the rest of my future — nothing
Anger, not to be caring for answers — ending
There is light but it’s not for me
I am one with the dark
I’m no devil
Inside my heart is obeying — beating
Playing, hitting the high of my body — helping
Talking, stripping the layer I’m nothing — pealing
Fever, enter the rest of my soul — over
Can’t think of a way to stop
Please let me die