| I’m too far away from home now
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| I’d never turn back
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| I was scorned, I was spurned
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| I had to learn fast
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| I took the turn past alley
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| With the burned crack
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| The future slippin through my fingers with no firm grasp
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| stink of liquorish
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| Joints with sherm in it
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| Smoke expanding my lung
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| The damage is done
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| It’s permanent
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| My brain fried
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| Eyes like the pain died
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| Can’t hide my anger
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| I thought we was on the same side
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| Strangers I know em so long
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| Got familiar features
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| Resilient leeches suck the blood from the brilliant teacher
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| So listen close to the villains speeches
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| His spirit’s dark but I hear
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| His heart is broken in a million pieces
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| Fear’s a part of each of us
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| Teared by the secrets
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| And judge his life by psychotic scenes outta sequence
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| This is not a dream
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| We just adapt to losing
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| I need relief from all the truth
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| I’m going back to using
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| I’ve picked my soul back up
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| More than a thousand times
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| I’m goin' out my mind
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| Trapped in a house of lies
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| And after all I know
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| Freedom is such a high
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| But how do I compromise
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| Cause I don’t ever wanna come back down
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| I’m too high to even hear ya
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| Can’t risk the failure
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| Made me obsessed
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| Collective paraphernalia
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| Focused on the trophies
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| Hammer throw the scenario
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| Cavieres hero
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| Cavalier in the aerial
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| Zero to a buck and change
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| Burn out the clutch and bang
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| Turn speed bumps to free jumps
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| Ain’t nothin changed
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| Something strange in the air when you up here
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| Don’t notice the stares
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| Cause I’m shining with the sun’s glare
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| Or is the rain that numbs fears?
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| Years with a father too far to wipe his son’s tears
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| It’s all relative family a plan B
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| Floating so I won’t even notice you can’t stand me
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| Can’t see, think or hear
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| Staring in the sink it’s clear
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| That I’m hopeless
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| I’m only focused when I’m drinking beer
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| I set the bar
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| Need relief from all the pressure
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| So I’mma leave the earth
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| But it won’t be upon a stretcher
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| I’m gone
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| I’m always drunk out here
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| Too much skunk out here
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| Too much time on the road
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| I’m in a funk out here
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| Missin everyone
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| My heart is always sunk out here
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| Wishin I could end it all
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| With my gun right here
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| The funk guy always dumb
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| I am takin pills
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| But at the end of the night I’m still shakin still
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| Never thought I’d be the person, I will break his will
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| This use to be fun to me now it’s pain not thrill
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| I talk alot about death so I should do it soon
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| Maybe under the cold breeze of a blueish moon
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| I gotta think about my brother
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| Wouldn’t do this to him
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| I throw the left hook, everyone bruised and ruined
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| I kiss my son, face is warm
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| His mother hate me
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| And that’s why I’m adjacent to him
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| It’s important for a father education to him
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| And equally it’s important to know my brain is ruined
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| Slay you my brother
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| Yea
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| Philly all day
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| Official pistol
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| Cause I don’t ever wanna come back down |